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I still want Phish to get back together and play inside the limelight. im going to do the place up. what is the deal with skittles? they're going to open that when? anyhow i think phish should get back together and play inside limelight b/c i'm making it my particular club and deal for the rest of my life although imagining phish inside the club idea of skittles is insane. no. limelight. play limelight. either way i promise every fairfield kid who wants to be down on it that it's all good and that now that i think about it phish is probably getting back together to open skittles and i just forgot about it and now i remember it b/c im seperate from williamsburg but paris and i and all my people will come down from the show and im the founder so its all good and it sounds more like the strokes/white stripes/matt and kim will be opening limelight. this makes alot more sense considering the concept and venue size of the places. im happy that i contributed to the entirety scene of nyc music creating these two clubs. and now i understand the difference between my/paris hiltons club @ the limelight and what Skittles is. My heart is in the limelight though. But I'm happy that Skittles exists, without me and probably w/the silvertiles kids. an entirely different group of people. 

So I'm getting it now. OK now I get it. And this would be the last entry for this blog. 

Join us again for the next fun fuckfest. 

Come to the Limelight. I'm going now to the 5th ave apple store. 

Love, 

Little Nemo 

icky thump

so i'm throwing 32 numbers on Sam-e bottles and i'm really running with this as I go

I'm making up punk art as I go 

it's all in the spirit of the ramones especially these moments 

and we're building something thats based on a spiritual philosophy 

so this really is the level that little nemo should be on 

thats really key and its really cool and its really like damn.... 

this shit is not easy. 

icky thump is a new fucking thing for me and is till wanna fuck meg white trying to look at all of this from the outside which isnt always happening and more or less im thinking well i could run it with how i used to write way back in the day and kinda run with whatever stream of thoughts ihave going on in my head but all things considered if i do that we're also facing a particular thought processe of not having pot when that was the whole spark that made tasty moursels and the spark that made the republican family and the hartford series with zany adam and passerelli as mitch reynolds and the whole thing. 

so it'd be pretty key to get high but it seems everytime i do that on this show they go after me in an awkward way. do u have any idea what its like to get stoned and have people broadcasting through you're head trying to bug you out? its fun when they're like, hi im lorenna gomez sanchez in you're head but the rest of the time it's really really not a fun deal. they mention it like they turn me into a child and go after me in that way. what an awful fucking thing. 

7 nation army

somewhere in the back of my mind i'm more or less designing a crew symbol system. 

i think it's all a little bit complex outside my head and it's really like oh 

i used to think before people transmitted through me

but i'd be lost without them 

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 

well i can bitch about it or catch on that it's like a team effort

this is all very fraternal but one has to admit totally freaky 

okay. i'm hungry and it's allllllmost next apple store time. 

love, 

little nemo 

fell in love with a girl

so I sort of flash through the years of when i realized i needed to get off my ass 

and i needed to get to fucking school

and i needed to be recording our adventures in the mustang 

because if i wasnt hitting on lauren arnoff that night @ jennys birthday party for josh i'd be dead

and if I wasn't hitting on her for being a bitch (an art school cunt) a little preppy bitch i'd be dead and the part that stuck out of it all in my head is that when pascal called and he was like i almost died in the a car crash and i told her she laughed. like laughed out loud. 

and then was like oh im sorry. 

and was real giddy and i loved her for this. 

lauren arnoff is on the pants of isis.

and thats so fucking key.

b/c i almost fucked her sister for voting for guliani and being a republican chick outside radio city music hall after bjork. 

hi arnoff sisters. you're both welcome in whichever district u wanna go in. 

love, 

little nemo

girl anachronism

i'm flashing back on all the people i want to be involved with the limelight 

and i'm flashing back to the fact that if i stood in hartford i would have been apart of phi delta chi when slick matt was formulating the hartford chapter so i definitely want uha kids from pdt especially slick/benson to come along to limelight and run the club w/me. 

and to let the phi delta chi kids know they have an opening with me. i consider myself still a beecher kid and one of slick matt's bros so you can come to me when u want a job. slick will refer you and it'll probably be like the paper writing thing backwards.

you'll end up going through me to slick and now i give u money 

and u get a job doing whatever. im a good boss i overpay and im rich for writing down getting high times with passerelli and slick in hartford. 

bomb ass shit. seriously. 

love, 

little nemo

what it takes

okay so the question is: 

can a man come up with the knowledge he has over a decade 

some form of an esoteric creation 

and run through it in the course of 12 hours 

can i back up the idea of fairfield kids being the shit

and rich kids running through the dreamscape concept 

can we beat the idea of silver tiles in 12 hours what probably took a month

can we proove that paris hilton beats cailtin in the world of inspiration and muse

and the entire thing is that these girls are actually on the line. 

hmmmm. 

yes. yes we can.

thats the whole idea. 

so this is working for little nemo eats forecastmazy. 

but maybe i should be working on the next level. 

im sure we'll figure this out. 

okay we have no fucking choice obviously we're going to im halfway babbling in this moment and also just wanting to stay on track. 

considering how i was never shy and i was one inch away from fulfilling my actual personality and having sex with biatta girls before we went on pause (preppy uptown/jewish although jew not a battery requirement) i'll find some bitter place and go. 

pause point. that fucking pause point. 

yo, does jessica host want a symbol too. hey host, actually, do you wanna move here? you're on the in (obviously). the show is semi premised around you're visit its only right. 

love, 

little nemo 

living on the edge

the entire mental sales point of aerosmith becomes this being my first concert 

and this being a band i was and am deeply into 

but we never talked about this on this show 

why? how did we skip over this. 

this was my first concert. 

so how did i skip over aerosmith on this t.v. show? 

we covered led zeppelin right? how did we skip over aerosmith. 

oh yeah, joe perry kid @ sva all good. 

ahh they're fucking with my head when i start to get into actually really genuine and important moments. mad lame. you know these aerosmith videos from the 90s are so fucking key too. 

im so psyched to make music videos in the limelight 

but what will we call my tony wilson show?

i need paris hilton to give me the ups on this. 

okay so we've almost finished the first pillar in the formula and thats decently key. 

then we're going to the 5th ave apple store. 

3 apple stores in one day. 

a trine. 

how fucking esoteric in an exoteric way. 

love, 

little nemo

love in an elevator

im a fucking whore from the 1980s 

and i fucking love the sluttiness that aerosmith grants me 

and i hate the kids who talked shit about fairfield to begin with

no you do not get to separate my reality one from the other

no when the fuck was fairfield separate in my mind from manhattan

i was thinking of the nyc metropolitan area 

i was thinking fairfield was training ground

i was thinking brett easton ellis

i was thinking of the people who wanted to embarrass me in my hometown eating shit. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

crying

i wanted to be some male version of alicia silverstone

now in the mass run of things i really wonder what the fuck i actually am

like in the cult of personality 

what does the slut personality that i hold really represent

yes theres more than a one key situation in what i am 

but i still really wonder that 

imagine the boy version of 1993 alicia silverstone 

what the fuck would that be? 

I suppose in all essence some version of me on a good day when it sounds a little taste moreso of the no gay. 

love, 

little nemo

where is my mind

okay. somebody definitely made this where is my mind music video from my hometown. 

i know im supposed to pretend im not from fairfield in my mind but that makes no sense. 

it defeats the whole purpose of how i fucking bitch on john mayer. 

so i appreciate the prop ups to get off this show. and i think maybe its a tribute to me? 

like i have fans and shit. thats pretty fucking awesome. 

so thank you for being my fan even when im out of my mind. 

and thanks the strokes for keeping a webiste that i emulated my blog and early photography in the east village off of. 

kissing ass? no not so much. just a little overly sincere in a moment when im supposed to be a little more of a dick. 

love, 

little nemo

When It Started

So I'm researching all the facts on Little Nemo down to dream one and figuring out a way to mix this into the next round of the show. Still figuring out what we're going to name that. And I think it's really key that in dream one (1984) wikipedia describes it as a kid who wears pajamas and wanders around this psychotic dream world, I describe the movie as reflecting the psychosis of esoteric dream philosophy in a way that you can create an amazing short film. I remember watching this movie @ 725 9th avenue apt 3D NY, NY 10019 and I was so incredibly happy @ the end of it that I was creating Little Nemo as my thesis. I should have never given up on creating Little Nemo. That was the route to Manhattan, to keeping my apartment in Hell's Kitchen and having the future that I originally wanted. I need to get off this show. This feels alot like a moment I've had before where I bitched alot about that @ Marilyn's apratment or I guess it's when they throw that into my head. I'm not really into having these thoughts put into my head. Let me so deeply assure you, I do not enjoy having thoughts put into my head or the transmissions of mental projections in and outward. This is a semi, well more than semi fucking suck situation. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

Is This It

This was my graduation from high school present. this was really the cum @ the end of high school sucking. going to see the strokes.

this was the first time i was inside radio city music hall. 

yo, the strokes, seriously, open the limelight, it's the only thing that's right. 

@ the huge concert when this show ends. 

I really need to get off this show. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

someday

somewhere around the time i was a kid in my youth crying in my bedroom alone needing to escape to nyc i was listening to the strokes someday and somewhere in the back of mind i got really luck that all of this shit happened so now i can do blow with the strokes and have them open up the limelight. open up the limelight. oh shit. this is the video where i learned about guided by voices. what a flashback to a moment in time when everything sucked on mtv but this band. jesus christ why did they ever play nickelback in the same block as the strokes. 

this was the band that 'saved rock' but really it was all i listened to in 2001 aside the pixies. 

love, 

little nemo 

12:51

ohhhhhhh. they're having my favorite bands make the soundtrack of this show. 

and they make new songs. 

all n.y.c. bands. 

and then when weinstein/bloomberg productions release this show through hbo dvd you see this show w/the new songs and it creates another future economy and royalties and something cool to watch. 

holy shit. i think about this and im so glad to be little nemo. 

its so cool. when im not crazy. 

love, 

little nemo

what ever happened?

I just realized that this is working out really well 

as Little Nemo the whole thing of being Sebastion Valmont and making my way to Paris Hilton works out in the world of the metaphors; paris being the princess (heiress; which for me is Isis; translates to ultimate female which for me translates to ultimate rich girl) and kid Morpheus ends up being Mayor Bloomberg whom comissions me to find my way to the princess going through a series of dangerous obstacles including N.Y.C. politics to find my way as young N.Y.C. republican ollie slocum to my sukki sapperstein without the marriage (a side of 'steff' from pretty in pink). 

It's all really cool. I'm damn fucking proud to be Little Nemo and represent N.Y.C. in this way. 

Love, 

Little Nemo 

under control

I need to escape this T.V. show. 

Which is something I say everyday. 

W.T.F. does escape mean. 

I'm just throwing another entry into this moment. 

They get to the point of distracting me. 

And that's something. Not so much a good thing. 

I'm decently close to finding my way off this show. 

This is something alot like the prior model of things. When I started this diary like when I started the other one it was alot of the confusion of being in this moment and being fucked with. it started out like a way of dealing with what become silver tiles. really it all comes into figuring out a way to deal with this show on a constant basis. hey, it's saturday. that's only important b/c i'm going to finish this by sunday morning. 

I used to rant about Guliani alot. 

And that's a damn good thing for me. 

Love, 

Little Nemo 

last night

how did jerking off to laura flynn boyle in twin peaks turn into the esoteric spiritual thing that i'm trapped in. 

the whole thing is this is the other kids plot line. i cant really find my way out well

actually apparently i did complete his plotline with paris hilton

and now i have to complete my plotline 

which is a very interesting idea 

since im doing it right now 

but like, how long does that take? 

fuck. when do i get laid. 

love, 

little nemo

fucking exoteric

everything is fucking exoteric about this religious shit now. 

I'm not into it but i always get forced back into it somehow 

when i really dont give a shit 

anyhow, the entire thing in the show is it makes me money which is the entire thing 

wow religion and god and the mental astral thats so exciting 

but i use it to my advantage 

love, 

little nemo

take it or leave it

wow. 

I'm having this total pet shop flashback to the 18 million times I made people listen to Is This It as my demand in the petshop and talked about hating tim willis 

the strokes. definitely the band i would have planned my movie of escape to in my childhood mind. 

the shitting on tim making our way to new york city band. 

escape from fairfield 

the deconstructions of our identity to avoid the implosion of the lower class child 

an essay in diaries you'll easily found via the gupta household 

where i stored one of my other selves 

love, 

little nemo

The Modern Age

So I go through this like a form of psychology 

and do you realize that through all of this I'm finding out fantastic things about myself 

like the reasons I hate Tim Willis' daughter is she represents something I created 

in failing to stop Tim from having any influence in Fairfield. 

In the fact that I should have kicked him out and sent the fucking kid into the streets. 

That was the entire idea. 

The Strokes are out representational band. 

We are the New York City Metropolitan area. 

I wish death on the worthless creatures of green/blue/red 

Please Ryan Willis and all of Tim Willis' family. 

Die. Today. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

juicebox

The video for Juicebox is alot like the whole deal of outputting the dream outward from nyc 

it's really the deal of shitting on the past from nyc 

i couldnt think of a better representation of our future

a better representation band than the strokes 

manhattan

nyc

elite modeling 

and this video is the whole fucking deal not to mention i through juicebox into my fairfield artwork 

all fucking manhattan so fucking incredible in this moment i want to cum on the coked up bitch i wish I met at the radio city music hall strokes/white stripes concert i went to with josh. the one i wish i met, that i will soon meet when this show is over. Josh is coming up with me through the world of nyc 

and fuck the past. 

All my girls and everyone who matters.

this is the shit. 

love, 

little nemo

Hard to Explain

So in Nemo Arcade Julian Cassablancas was psyche copied where I was in elite modeling agency. 

And so I reference the Strokes in this point in the show. 

They're running around and they're doing the reference pices of your past. 

So the entire portion of the T.V. show that we live through is like The Strokes - Hard to Explain and they try and play this game against me psychologically. And I have to sit through all of the things that they do. Not so much sit through them but make it through the mental psyche projections they try to put into my mind. Calling me a faggot in one way or another and doing all of these simple things that have gone on throughout the show. It was a matter of trying to find what makes me angry and then making that a reason to not write, as though if it makes me angry the best thing to do is hide. But then, how would I ever get to Paris Hilton's pants? No, rather, it's a matter of shitting on the people in my past. Because when I finish this series I will have defeated Silver Tiles w/Paris Hilton and my people. The attractive people will have defeated the fucking looser kids in both Connecticut and in New York and I will have taken control of my past in reins of shitting on it for the future. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

level skip

jumping from soho apple store to 14th st apple store 

about 12 hours to finish before sunday morning 

will get more than 148 by sunday morning 

def not go crazy. this means im @ what entry amount. 

royalties

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.....

reference lyrics. reference being a duche. reference randomness. 

i mean uhh wait not in this entry am i going to go through the references of what's in the holograms. it's cocks. i lied. and it's fucked up. i mean that shit was on oz but this is very awkward and i'm not a fan of this. hmmmm 

can i fuck the girl from this video now? 

if i say that in every entry... 

love, 

little nemo 

#a#a#a#a

when did they turn caitlin from bohemian like you into amelie? 

wasnt she my coke girl? 

love, 

little nemo

david lachapelle

this is a fantastic references to another dude who's from fairfield. 

of course we've both done the escape method thing

do i win the award for being the biggest fucking fairfield kid ever; self serving, selling myself, true manhattanite, let's throw in this fairfield kid word thing and use it because really it serves me excellently. the 1980s steff of it, that's what we are. whores. and that's what i loved about the town. whores to get to the city. whores. sluts. slutography. 

love, 

little nemo

aeroplane

I'm in this episode of the apple store challenege or whatever we're calling it at this current moment and i'm taking it all into consideration. no i lie. i'm just bullshitting that part. i just wanted to mention i'm writing the lyrics of me on my john lennon notepad. 

"love myself better than you know it's wrong what can I do I'm on a plane" 

Love, 

Little Nemo

tricks of the home audience

what happens when i win? and i stop resonding to your holographic images. what happens when i decide that i want to win and i realize that you're just having the black guy next to me move around alot so you can distract me. or whatever the hell it is that this show works. 

what happens when i decide that jeanette romenello and cailtin neary live in the same town as these faggots so i decide well i best win so they can shit on their ugly faces. so i start writing a little bit more b/c that means all the world and somebody will go to dead johnny mastronardis grave and take a picture for myspace for me and that means something. then i get off of his dead wife junes ugly cancer face and i say hey bitch ive waited an entire lifetime to win this. i've waited my entire life to shit on you. yayyyyyy. 

free from poverty. 

you see, whoever was chris mastronardi, he had alot of people he hated. 

and when i was a kid and you got in the car that i didnt like i thought i'd get the chance when i got to the top to shit on you. so now that you have cancer i wanted to make sure you also know that you will not be allowed to work with the fairfield films when i give grant control. 

i want to make sure thats in writing. 

no profits in the future will go to anybody of my blood relatives. 

that will be apart of the contract. 

love, 

little nemo

otherside

another fantastic jeanette romenello reference 

inside of my mind 

so i slowly reference forward as i start to play this game this is really cute

i'm on t.v. over here in the soho apple store and i'm laughing at these kids from far away because i'm dreaming of the death of this faggot dillion's daughter or tim willis for futher reference 

and they've got all of these people who are supposed to represent them and they throw holographic references to penis' and all this shit but i start to get off on the fact that these people are so worthless that when i start to think it through in my head i'm like oohhh wait winning means that paris hilton and jeanette romenello are better than they kids i hated in high school like tim willis and ryan wilson which i meantion by name because we're on a t.v. show and that's the point of this blog and to win against silver tiles. 

so it's like ohh you know the nu bratt pack and all that stuff we're winners and i'm a piviiotol new personality of this generation and i've decided to more or less try again which means i don't know what they're going to do to try and make me loose against these people. 

ohh joy the glee of red hot chili peppers and black jettas. 

love, 

little nemo

the well and the lighthouse

yo i am the fucking shit. 

everything that was the basis of our future for slumberland productions (to paris hilton) was well worth it. which was essentially everything that i spent time in making neon bible 

which got us the limelight  

all of the music videos 

mean selling the past for the future it all means natural blues 

love, 

little nemo 

who i am

suckerlove is heaven sent.

every you and every me

i hate my past. you realize this paris 

that when all of this is done i want to only have our world of future 

to make it to the sweatervest future 

that i divide all of the ideas of the past 

so i can find my way out of this

i dont mean i want you as my friend when i go through this 

i mean i want to escape my past and im only bringing josh 

but i'll hire you or give you money 

to assure i stay rich

you being they 

i dont give a fuck if they live or die 

im free. im out of these people. 

i cant wait to be reborn. 

love, 

little nemo

fuck lame kid. duhh i named this lame kid named bhob in my youth for being too stupid to know and thought he was the prophecy of stupidity.

hi stossel brothers

sometimes i imagine a kid named faggot ass 

and he fucks a kid named kenny the stossel brother of tim willis

hi im on tv

and fuck you 

each and every moment from my past are for sale

b/c when this is over i will forget you were born

you were only there for me to sell 

hate? love? anger? all the same? yes. 

sell it. sell it. sell it. 

love, 

little nemo

twisted sister

yes fucking dee snider 

fucking strangeland 

fucking dee snider

i'm watching this music video and i'm relating to people in a whole new way

important people who get this video 

what are we linking too 

am i exposing an entire generation to good shit? 

yes!!! THIS FUCKING VIDEO 

YES 

we're not gonna take it

watch this video

god fucking bless MTV 

we need a station to exist

if anything call the fucking music video station of 24/7 slumberland 

yea

perfect 

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

twisted sister 

what is that a twisted sister pin on your uniform? 

hot. 

love, 

little nemo

wisdom of solomon

yo im going through the bible and really i dont see the instructions in this guys solomon shit 

why cant they just have the fuck girl button

thats why i purchased a punch of metals 

they're all supposed to be the everyone likes you and wants to fuck you button 

its my david lee roth solomon power 

david lee roth is solomon 

howard stern is the white light of heaven 

and michael bloomberg is the absorption of the universe in all phases of religion 

harvey/bob wynstein are the kryonian colors through krystal to god 

the creation of all media 

satellite? live transmission... 

love, 

little nemo

eve 6

finding the right song about loving myself. 

love, 

little nemo

fuck the dead

awwwwwwwwww

dead uncle 

awwwwwwww

dead aunt

awwwwwwwww

cancer

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwshit

i dont feel bad 

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

i hated you when i was young 

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

and i hate you now 

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

thats why people like me become famous

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

to shit on you 

its called being realistic 

growing up to other people is hiding their true feelings

let me lead another generation of people to shit on you 

call it beyond ultimate raeganite 

oh yeah and faggot paul 

who tried to hide my opinions 

and tried to hide my inner IMUS b/c he had dead AIDs friends

boooooooooofuckinghoooooo like they say 

you were going to make me gay? what? lame? fucking enjoy the bad memories 

10,000 hours of pain 

faggot. lame

love, 

little nemo

fuck my past

aww its time to get angry again 

did i talk about dead joey mastronardi 

awwww joeys dead awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

i feel bad wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i will use every person from my past as my art 

i will be reborn as natural blues

anything is up for grabs

if you're dead or alive 

that is the reason i create artwork 

everything from who was this "chris mastronardi" 

is dead 

my past life is sale 

sale 

sale 

sale

thats why it existed

whether the memories are genuine or not 

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i call it post modern EMO

no

POST MODERN nEMO 

love,

Little Nemo

faggot background extras

what? 

lame. lame references. like i get these background people in this show

who say the fucking stupidest shit a person could ever say to me 

and i'm hearing it like the gay world of gee look @ me wondering w.t.f. 

but atleast i'm reliving my childhood in n.y.c. 

in the applestore 

hating the same kind of people i hated growing up

this yucklebackground noise. 

love, 

little nemo

swallowed

these kids are just rape artists. 

all you are... simple sad fucks that went into my mind 

and figured out that i was brilliant 

i am amazing 

you're the fucking mooches of s.v.a. 

fuck you silver tiles 

i can't wait to open the limelight 

paris hilton and i are the shit

love, 

little nemo 

greedy fly 323 rat/aries

i'm gavin rossdale. 

like seriously in my childhood that was my m.o. 

being gavin rossdale 

i tried to do the hair crimping thing 

so obviously in history flashback i should have fucked jeanette 

actor boy. slut boy. I am the greedy fly. 

i'm a poet too. or i smoke like one. 

love, 

little nemo

art school confidential

remember the prick kid who made it in art school confidential 

that's me

when i'm interviewed by s.v.a.

that's me 

i'm the prick kid who made it

who spits in sal's face 

b/c reeves is just as big of a scumbag as me 

and he loves it. 

love, 

little nemo

comedown

bush comedown video is the same shit as the fucking mr. samsa video 

should we call everything slutland productions? 

i'm just running through it. 

it has to be little nemo referenced though 

little nemo is a slut 

we'll have to name the next blog slutland productions

or maybe everything should be slumberland and forecastmazy... 

i'm working on it.

i'm working on killing the past 

seperating the us from them. 

love, 

little nemo

sluts

when i make a reference like mark wahlberg in fear 

you get what i'm saying in symbolism right

or referencing back to my childhood 

and walking around doing the chest pounding thing 

you don't think i want to be mark wahlberg in fear

right. 

right???? 

right. 

love, 

little nemo 

sex and candy

in the little nemo video game for the nintendo wii 

we're going to have to have it intro with sex and candy

and the premise of the candy obviously is there 

the three candies and you become something 

obviously 

dude think about how this is going to be the shit

you have to hop like a frog or do all this shit

yo 

design a helmet for this shit

b/c thats how i see it in my mind

alongside shoes

but not for the first one 

there has to be more than one of these 

or... 

do all my ideas in one 

ok 

we need shoes 

we need a helmet

and we'll use the wii nunchuck and controller

but think about all the things we have to become

you need to reinvent the nintendo footpad

but you're going to do it in the little nemo shoes

and you'll be able to use this for other game

you want the helmet 

it's the one level close to the brainwave function they were talking about 

love, 

little nemo

rambo

i am not your art school rambo

what a gay metaphor 

go make that fucking shit sean or somebody who wants to be ultimate film boy

i am not your bitch

i am the plastic beauty of the model who gives a fuck which bitch he fucks 

you're lovely neo is the kid who cares if you cry 

i couldn't give a fuck if you die 

i'm the fucking french man 

hearts! 

love, 

little nemo

one hit wonder

just trying to spread to joy of the plastic

just trying to get out of this game against the nobodies 

i just love the lyrics to this song 

okay i want to spread the plastic 1980s of the world 

i want everybody to be like paris hilton and me

i want to show you that we're the ultimate of humanity 

i want you to see the "lovely" boy you know

and face the fact that despite your tall fucking ugly face 

i am the ultimate personality 

and i mean if ferg was talking shit to us rich kids 

we are the ultimates of life 

actual personality realized 

mother fuckers 

he has no sense of sham,e 

love,

little nemo

november rain

in my mind paris hilton takes down the memories of crane street

she erases the past and i was raised in manhattan

if chaos magick exists 

then let it exist where i fuck hot models in my youth

and then i grew up with manhattan

and was friends with nicole ritchie

paris fills in the blanks with nicole

and it all is working out splendidly 

im quite pleased

aww is this the fucking tv show of seeing where selling my soul will most inspire me at the end person 

the little nemo show

or the fucking losers from silver tiles fatty show 

(the other kid)

its all insert in my subconcious the magick i create in this is who i want you to make me

and see who i like best

and who i stick with

and who makes it to the finish line

but i know this

i just like this kid the most 

and clearly paris hilton and i win

b/c look @ what we create against their creation. 

our club is so much cooler. 

michael alig histories and seamen of the new lust 

vampires

yeah not so much buffy

more so slash 91 

love, 

little nemo

axel kick through

all the guns n' roses videos that are amazing brilliant works of art made me the man i am today 

i'm fucking axel walking around the city with that look on my face and on the inside of my head i'm the fucking screaming t.v. baby and when it's all over i'll be axel on stage

really the video for welcome to the jhungle is my fucking soul 

yeah yeah paris it'll take you to make me on stage axel 

until then i walk around with the face of innocent dirty hipster sex fuck

it means i cant shower because i'm on tv 

unless i take the nemo train (N-train) to sean connells level of queens

and there's something wrong with that level 

whenever i go to sleep there or whatever 

there's something weird i dont understand 

maybe it's his silvercup studios deal 

who the fuck knows? 

I'm worried about lust fuck 

but why is showering such a crisis? 

oh fuck your mother 

love, 

little nemo

guns n' roses you could be mine

my favorite part about fucking livejournal was that you could tell people what you're watching 

axel rose is the fucking shit 

love, 

little nemo

john connor

please stop telling me i'm john connor 

this is something for mitch reynolds to reference 

a side creation of my decadent diploma in a hartford empty room 

as in let's take all of this into account. decadent diploma has a seperate cartoon series. 

much like tasty moursels. 

you get me high

you get me bitter

you get me witty

you put me with this weeman character

who kisses ass to someone who works at z100 

and is a fraternity bitch 

and you get the hartford saga 

read it now @ forecastmazy what uhh diaryland im sure 

yes

yes it is

oh so hot

im so fucking awesome as a person

fuck you weeman 

i was going to be in PDT without being a bitch 

slick matt will decide if weeman is allowed to be apart of our corporations 

he says no 

now you have slick aids 

die

love, 

little nemo

limelight

we're going to make the hottest videos @ the limelight 

we'll call it slumberland productions 

love, 

little nemo

oh

i think i get gwen stefani's thing now 

am i crossing between two dimensions 

oh i guess im not mark agerholm in the end 

oh shit. 

i like this now that you got it video 

it reminds me of the island surfboard game from NES 

and thats the only thing i remember of spanish ever 

that its like i think of puerto rico as an island of idiots with chickens 

and an island surfboard game is the only thing spanish about me

the music soundtrack of NES 

going la boop la boop and something inbetween 

i fucking love myself 

i'm going to run the limelight with paris hilton 

love, 

little nemo

empty

please hold me as empty and plastic 

kurt cobain gave me the energy of a revolution to return the world to loving fashion 

and learning from the mistakes of the 1990s 

please do not stop looking at yourself in the mirror 

there are only so many days that i can stress

that as when this show began

i am ethan hawk and ben stiller's characters in reality bites 

how funny they both wanna fuck wynonna 

and i do too

but in all forms of life 

storytelling reality and evangelion got written so i could fuck christina ricci 

lust fuck. coke fuck. blood fuck. 

yay. 

love, 

little nemo

Music

I want music to blare through my soul nightly 

Jeanette Romenllo will do quite nicely in the limelight 

and will look like gwen stefani in her hot phase 

before she stopped trying

maybe i should stop saying that 

continuing how i'm not playing exodus of 1998 anymore 

but i still hate pink and think gwen sucks ass now 

sorry gwen i'm not trying to fuck you 

tara shay yes. 

oh i'm afront the world. 

yeh. i know that. 

love, 

little nemo

toxic advenger

fuck toxie. it's a bad movie. 

just b/c you lived next to me in hell's kitchen. 

ok fine. 

b/c of nyc 

i'll give you props. 

love, 

little nemo

a starfucker

I am not alone in the love of the plastic. 

I am the brother of Sean Williams Scott. 

And Ashton Kutcher. 

I watch we are all made of stars 

and I see physically L.A.

but I know in my heart Manhattan 

and I know a bunch of other starfuckers amongst my side root on sidelines 

the brilliance of Paris Hilton and I. 

God bless the Starfuckers. 

Paris Hilton + Chris Mastronardi = the bloodylust of Limelight resurrection 3; Trine Completion. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

Teany

sometimes i'd just take the train down to teany 

where the fuck do you take to get off on delancy thats where that street came from teany

lorenna lives across the street from teany

highly significant 

love, 

little nemo

moby moments

another new york city metropolitan area kid from another. 

Darien boy. 

Escaped to New York City. 

My good friend Moby. 

A link to the same period of time I was downloading Moby b-sides. 

In the same house I used to use this kid I hated. 

And it's the same house I watched Fight Club in that I keep referencing back into the back of my mind. 

It's the fucking kid that in the world of tim willis' religion he said the soul of pete's son went into that kid when got put me in this body. 

whatever the fuck. 

I just wanted to reference moby. 

love, 

little nemo 

ps- i remember the kid b/c melonie mondello dated satanic dan. and she was a bitch. 

she dumped tim because he was a lamefuck. 

just want to give credit due. 

Nemonic

Today starts off with the adventure of needing to finish off 148 diary entries. 

They're still doing that fucking thing where they try to distract me. 

I'm in the Apple Store and I'm looking to fucking shut down the idea of anyone fucking with Paris Hilton and me. It's far beyond the idea of anything of this; stop it with your gay ass shit. I'm not playing wootie pete fears or any gay shit you do daily. 

Anyhow, being from Easton, we'll have to shut down the ideas of the past. 

I suppose these entries should perhaps get better throughout the day. 

I cannot fail to honor Arun's memory. 

It's way too late to go backwards in life. My way of honoring Arun's memory is finding true happiness. As he wanted. Arun Gupta is my true father.

tayra shay

If I place seamen in Tayra Shay the city of Bridgeport will burn into an empty coil springed nothing. 

This is poetry. 

I only have to make 148 entries. 

Of course when this is all over the truth is I'll forget the name of every town in Connecticut. 

And import the people I care about. 

The assholes who belong along my side. 

Fuck the state of Connecticut. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

pretty in pink

In Pretty in Pink I'm Steff. 

That basically explains how the show fixed itself.

Gus Van Sant

Caitlin Neary gets 'To Die For' credit in Nicole Kidman. The only reason Nicole Kidman mattered. 

I am the male version of her female character in this film. 

It's a big moment of Isis here. 

Never betray you're women. 

Not in a macho jerky way. 

Love, Little Nemo

excitement

In the Apple Store on 5th Avenue I get off on the idea of those from my past dieing

I think of a boy named tim's death

and his daughter dieing

and I pray for this to happen

and their entire family b/c i wasted life with them for this reason

my "friendship"

here's the key to the entire idea

find someone who fucking sucks

and study them

for economy of story 

that the only reason i was friends with any of those kids 

fuck you and youre worthless lives 

love, 

little nemo

unsociable

i love the fact that these kids from my childhood started going on about some esoteric shit

and then i invented a religion 

and this kid tim thought that he had something to do with it

but in the end he didnt. and im just going to take credit for being the godhead of this entire thing

a whole group of people went and tried to sell me their souls

and i dont believe in it

but im going to sell every bit of it. the series of creativity. 

and they try to shoot all sorts of holograms at me

but based on their own system: 

A.) they sold me their souls 

B.) they opened the gateways of power for a once in a lifetime trade with the souls of C.T. 

C.) I assured to sell these souls to the power gates of New York City. 

D.) I made sure there was no way to go back based on my lifetime of work on the astral plane and studying astrology alongside working with the physical (the emulation of gemstones mixed with a particular time theory) 

E.) I did it within N.Y.C. within buildings that were made for this purpose which you only know if the dead talk to you. 

f.) You can only do this in empty buldings and there is no undoing. It's like what the fuckers in heavens gate thought but u dont kill yourself you do something astral. 

g.) I win. No matter what they do I win in the astral plane. They can try and physically embaress me but I win in the astral. If I can't get onto the astral highway I'll do it the other way. Just to make sure I win. Fuck you kids. 

And lovely lovely I and Paris Hilton in the end get to take all the prizes. And there's nothing they can do. The gateway between this world and C.T. is closed. And all the power given to my city with my immunity alongside Paris Hilton. 

Lastly it's backed by the N.Y.C. masons. 

And there's nothing you can do about it. 

No astral revolution this year. 

Lastly, you were "supposed" to lead some sort of indigo revolution tim and you taught me something to run? And I sold it? Awwww.... 

You only make us more powerful with all the attention you give us. Based off of your own theories. 

And everything we speak of becomes ours. 

a lovely new york city story. And we win. 

And I don't even believe in the astral plane. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

shedboy

I only started this little game. 

I like to shit on the people in my past who pissed off josh lindwall and I 

others cant say shit like this they're not free with the money i have

but now im fucking rich beyond my wildest dreams

and im free

and freedom tastes of shitting on the graves 

of the worthless 

love, 

little nemo

john stossel brothers

I recall a young boy who in a certain series of books I killed him as a character called Mike. 

I will be very specific on everything 

I very much dislike the  boy Timmothy Willis 

I wish him death 

I purchased him off so he'll go away 

I will say anything about anyone I've ever known

nothing is sacred 

I have no fear of you

I buy you with money. Your words mean nothing

You are nobody to me

the reason I knew you was so I could do this every moment we ever had is for sale 

for these reasons 

I hope you die

and jeanette romenello runs over your daughter

love, 

Little Nemo

dillion

once upon a time 

a boy named dillion

raped his little brother 

in the ear 

and as that brother bled 

he found that his daughter was dead

and little nemo was free 

or mike

or whatever the fuck 

Love, 

Little Nemo 

stalling confusions

It becomes a level of remembering that I'm on a T.V. show. 

And that's the whole thing.

This blog was basically bitching by an uptown boy across the world of n.y.c.

but by n.y.c. maybe i mean manhattan

although sometimes there were boogaloo blog entries

or i'd take a moment to write something down 

inside my blackberry 

on the way back from the club onto the N train @ Canal 

it was the J,M,Z I took home 

and I'd quote the most awesome catchphrases from Carleton and those kids. 

Yeah... 

Love, 

Little Nemo 

todays challenge

Psycho esoteric ramblings in the Apple Store. 

Getting hypnotized by nothing. It doesn't actually make sense. 

But I want to hit the fucking win button. So I guess that's really the challenge. 

The challenge is remembering that it's a T.V. show 

And that it's interactive everywhere 

and wanting to win for the sake of creating another day where I can shit on the people I hate 

and say fuck you fucking moralist christians 

we created the vampires of the future lust girls of goddess Isis and the realm of tomorrow 

but I'm really just saying the Limelight is open

oh and its all real. or backed by real shit i studied forever. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

fun times

I am so not bringing back the 1990s I am doing something thats so much better. 

I love it when they try to attack my young nyc republican self 

and that get really sad about the fact that their morality is absolutely the opposite of what would  be of interest in me. 

Tbis is the reason my art is made. 

To be known as a "sell out" 

if only I coud find something to sell. 

And so iu found something to sell. 

And this something was the idea of the little art boy who just loved bill clinton so much that he was going to be the young democrat because he was a spic. 

So not a spic 

So not into the idea of the word. 

So taking down the idea that those people have any morals. 

President nigger stole the word. Now there's no more racism. 

Oh attack everything you can. I dug out the grave of the nobodies to win. 

I so get off on being Trumpian Nemo. 

I need a hat. 

God bless Donald Trump everyone. 

Seriously though. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

untrustable failings

Not so much interested in creating a series of shit. 

So I make this as clever as possible. 

Let me look on reflection in this moment and kinda think that Edward Norton could have saved an entire series of dealing with half wits and space monkeys in Fight Club had he simply skipped the fake Tyler Durden and fucked a sweatervest girl 

Through the rabbit hole of Jeanette Romenello being Gwen Stefani I find the ex girlfriend video 

And we realize it's the entire premise of 90% of the video inspirations 

It's something like the 2006 premise editors kept using for Manhattan but good looking

like Dick Tracy color pallets but longterm. 

To be selfish, that's a Warren Beatty reference. 

Beatty fucks Madonna when Madonna is hot. 

I'm male Madonna when she was hot. Lucky star Madonna. It's time for a Madonna video. 

Love, 

Little Nemo 

Gwen Stefani cock inspiration

Running through a series of No Doubt music videos. 

The highest inspiration of music video series. 

Tragic Kingdom was famous for the music video series. 

The color schematics feels very Fairfield dramatic. 

This is all Jeanette Romenello-ville. 

Jeanette Romenello is Gwen Stefani. 

If anything I am a man of Isis. 

I keep my word. 

Stay true to your girls. 

I'll still call you sis (Jeanette) 

Love, 

Little Nemo

NoDoubtNewRomenlloBlackJetta

So I went to the fucking land of nowhere (Bridgeport) to restore Jeanette Romenllo in this T.V. show. 

I thought I'd make sure that I put it down in writing. That it was worth it to restore Jeanette in my heart and in the series of artwork. 

Everyone else it was not for. Yes. I literally almost died. 

Literally was poisoned by a duchebag who I don't even know. 

This is not a metaphor. I get it because I've done the same thing before on the same amount of drugs for longer and nothing bad happened. I get it. I was poisoned. I get it. 

I don't get a fuck. You do not need to cushion it for me. 

It was worth it for Jeanette. 

It was not for Caitlin. 

It was not for Peggy's face. 

Yes, Harvey Weinstein pushed me to get there. Yes he is my God. 

And Mike (bloomberg). 

But on a personal level. 

An artistic level. 

On the fact that I recreated that series and completed Jane Lane day shit on Christie Cummings and almost died to restore Jeanette Romenello's place in the series so my words in Fairfield Connecticut (the book) meant something, had I died on that hospital bed it would have been worth it. 

It was not for Williamsburg or you fucking ugly Char. 

You've got your good thing and I've got mine. But Jeanette will be working @ the Limelight *(unless for some reason you want to go to Williamsburg). 

I will pay for you and your 5 to live somewhere in Manhattan *(unless you want the other thing). We'll take it from there. 

Thanks. Just for all to know. It's a note. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

Nothing in this World

I love the idea of a Dreamscape. 

I have a dream. 

I am living it. 

I am the living dream. 

Paris Hilton and me went through the dreamscape. 

Reopened the limelight and shit on the idea of chaos magick ever hurting us. 

Because I thought of it ahead of time. 

Oh yeah good call, next Paris Hilton and I will take Marilyn Manson. Hell, whoever is going to play @ our club is going to need a cute cameo in our show. 

This is the Little Nemo show. 

Love, 

Little Nemo 

Little Nemo adventures in Nod

So I create a picture. And I recall at the Apple Store wanting a club after watching Party Monster. 

And I remember wanting to be the ultimate Party Kid. Wanting to be Peter Gatien. 

Because they wouldn't let me get girls and go to the show. 

And this is the premise of my life, create a world for other people create a bunch of fucking art work to get to the show to get girls. 

I remember going to the Limelight on T.K.'s birthday and thinking, if I owned this place I'd have fucking bands here every night. 

Now w/Paris Hilton we will fucking have hot ass bands and hot ass nights @ the club. 

Rave nights, club nights, the perfect mix. The pop heiress and the indy rock boy known as a Kurt Cobain. What other fucking perfect mixture would reopen the Limelight. 

And it's all impetus 44 from watching Party Monster. 

Panic at the Disco

Staring a blog @ the Apple store. 

Sort of a flash through to shit on the idea of Silver Tiles and I being the same thing. 

Yes I fucking created the thing but I get off on the idea of Paris Hilton and I existing in this seperate realm of upper class kids and the Silver Tiles kids running around Williamsburg throwing 40 bottles @ each others head in a game of tag. Lazer tag. The Manhattanite over the ugly of Char's face. You like drama? Oh. And you thought I was trying before. 

Remember the episode of Silver Tiles when Caitlin put blogging on her profile. 

And everyone went and read the forecastmazy blog @ livejournal. 

And then you figured out who I was. 

I think you should have figured out then that Paris Hilton was going to be a bigger muse and greater inspiration than Caitlin was. Because really, let's face it, I'm fucking rich at heart.

And in real life I want to fuck Paris Hilton and run the Limelight. 

I did not want to run Skittles with Caitlin Rodriguez. But she's welcome to run the shit. 

Unless Paris Hilton and I decide otherwise. 

Love, 

Little Nemo