love in an elevator

im a fucking whore from the 1980s 

and i fucking love the sluttiness that aerosmith grants me 

and i hate the kids who talked shit about fairfield to begin with

no you do not get to separate my reality one from the other

no when the fuck was fairfield separate in my mind from manhattan

i was thinking of the nyc metropolitan area 

i was thinking fairfield was training ground

i was thinking brett easton ellis

i was thinking of the people who wanted to embarrass me in my hometown eating shit. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

crying

i wanted to be some male version of alicia silverstone

now in the mass run of things i really wonder what the fuck i actually am

like in the cult of personality 

what does the slut personality that i hold really represent

yes theres more than a one key situation in what i am 

but i still really wonder that 

imagine the boy version of 1993 alicia silverstone 

what the fuck would that be? 

I suppose in all essence some version of me on a good day when it sounds a little taste moreso of the no gay. 

love, 

little nemo

where is my mind

okay. somebody definitely made this where is my mind music video from my hometown. 

i know im supposed to pretend im not from fairfield in my mind but that makes no sense. 

it defeats the whole purpose of how i fucking bitch on john mayer. 

so i appreciate the prop ups to get off this show. and i think maybe its a tribute to me? 

like i have fans and shit. thats pretty fucking awesome. 

so thank you for being my fan even when im out of my mind. 

and thanks the strokes for keeping a webiste that i emulated my blog and early photography in the east village off of. 

kissing ass? no not so much. just a little overly sincere in a moment when im supposed to be a little more of a dick. 

love, 

little nemo

When It Started

So I'm researching all the facts on Little Nemo down to dream one and figuring out a way to mix this into the next round of the show. Still figuring out what we're going to name that. And I think it's really key that in dream one (1984) wikipedia describes it as a kid who wears pajamas and wanders around this psychotic dream world, I describe the movie as reflecting the psychosis of esoteric dream philosophy in a way that you can create an amazing short film. I remember watching this movie @ 725 9th avenue apt 3D NY, NY 10019 and I was so incredibly happy @ the end of it that I was creating Little Nemo as my thesis. I should have never given up on creating Little Nemo. That was the route to Manhattan, to keeping my apartment in Hell's Kitchen and having the future that I originally wanted. I need to get off this show. This feels alot like a moment I've had before where I bitched alot about that @ Marilyn's apratment or I guess it's when they throw that into my head. I'm not really into having these thoughts put into my head. Let me so deeply assure you, I do not enjoy having thoughts put into my head or the transmissions of mental projections in and outward. This is a semi, well more than semi fucking suck situation. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

Is This It

This was my graduation from high school present. this was really the cum @ the end of high school sucking. going to see the strokes.

this was the first time i was inside radio city music hall. 

yo, the strokes, seriously, open the limelight, it's the only thing that's right. 

@ the huge concert when this show ends. 

I really need to get off this show. 

Love, 

Little Nemo

someday

somewhere around the time i was a kid in my youth crying in my bedroom alone needing to escape to nyc i was listening to the strokes someday and somewhere in the back of mind i got really luck that all of this shit happened so now i can do blow with the strokes and have them open up the limelight. open up the limelight. oh shit. this is the video where i learned about guided by voices. what a flashback to a moment in time when everything sucked on mtv but this band. jesus christ why did they ever play nickelback in the same block as the strokes. 

this was the band that 'saved rock' but really it was all i listened to in 2001 aside the pixies. 

love, 

little nemo 

12:51

ohhhhhhh. they're having my favorite bands make the soundtrack of this show. 

and they make new songs. 

all n.y.c. bands. 

and then when weinstein/bloomberg productions release this show through hbo dvd you see this show w/the new songs and it creates another future economy and royalties and something cool to watch. 

holy shit. i think about this and im so glad to be little nemo. 

its so cool. when im not crazy. 

love, 

little nemo